Blown Off

My two days off are here and as always I have so many plans to fill in a year of weekends, its just that I feel so disconnected, tired and dry just like a leaf blown off the mother tree by raging autumn winds. Again a dilemma: should I create and fulfill my purpose or should I preserve life and spend a day in bed recuperating from perpetual bill paying activities? I guess i will let an answer come to me in tonight's sleep. Mind is not clear enough this late.